Living with the loss of stillbirth and learning to live in the sunshine of our new normal.

Tuesday, February 24, 2015

But then she wasn't

8 years ago tonight, I went to bed carrying a healthy baby girl.  A strong daughter.  When I woke up on the morning of February 25th,  our world was forever changed.  Hopes shattered. A heartbeat stilled.  We will never know what happened in the night on February 24, 2007. We will never know why she didn't wake with me.  Tonight I go to bed with a heavy heart.  My senses are dulled and my heart is bruised.  Maybe someday I will dream of her.  Tonight I cannot imagine getting any rest at all.

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