Living with the loss of stillbirth and learning to live in the sunshine of our new normal.

Friday, March 12, 2010

So Far Behind

I am so far behind where I want to be right now. What I should have done. Not only around the house, but in this blog. And on my hobbies.
And what am I doing? staring at a computer screen blankly. I have no idea what I am supposed to be typing, or where I want this to go. All I seem to be able to do today is to sit still and feel my blood rushing through my veins. The thing that worries me the most is how appealing it is to just keep sitting still.

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